i am coming to the end of my freshmen year of college and i have nothing really to show from it. except for a suspended liscence and a couch. its also means its the summers potentially the last purely summer summer of my youth. you see it will probobly be the last year where i participating in summer camp which has been a yearly ritual for more than a decade. also my closest friend is moving to seatle. next year i have to find a summer internship so i can get a job later on. thats putting alot of pressure on this summer sometime later ill probobly make a list of things to do this summer.

random thought
i was looking at a shaved vagina yesterday and idk there is something about it that bothers me it. now dont start thinking im one of those people who are into hairy vaginas its just got me thinking i really do not like it when theres stubbles back there or when theres those razor bumps but looking at it it just looks funny it never looks like it looks at the porn it looks kinda icky. but im not advocating hairy vaginas i have problems with those too i dont know i guess it just gets you thinking.